today feels so irritated, moody and unhappy... i dont know why... but after hearing what choco say.. i began to ponder... after seeing how kaya treat me and what kaya say... i begin to shaken... begin to doubt shane again.... i start to think, he dont care abt me de.. he don bother abt me etc.. started to think that he will jus be like lun.. suddenly don like me, dumped me and go for other girl...suddenly lost all my faith in r/s again...

i told myself, don care le... don care.. but whole day i was waiting for him to msg me.. stupid girl me... i saw shan blog abt the unlimited happiness.. i also want... after so many months of unhappiness.. i finally feel unlimited happiness for these few days.. and these unlimted happiness is wad chcocolaterettes and shane gv me...

JACE!!!!! pls believe in him... pls don doubt him again... the beginning is always the hardest.. and when come to r/s... i jus not that smart when i come to r/s... i tends to think too much... i also don wan d e.... but jus cant help it...

seriously, what i can is that, lun is the guy i ONCE LOVED in d past.. and shane is the one i like now.. he is my present and might be my future... so i shall not do that again...

p.s": i am so sorry ....